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Name: natasha
Birthday: 6/16/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: american history, traveling
Expertise: gymnastics, softball, golf (j/k)
Occupation: student
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/22/2006
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| this was probably the worst birthday ever
it just was
i had to take a 3 hour english honors final
which i have no idea if i did good on
two essays in like 90 degrees.
then i fell asleep
and went upstate to nyack to go out to eat with my grandparents
the restaurant was okay, not really hungry
my grandma thinks im bulemic..
idk
i didnt get home till late and im tired
and im in love with evan
whos ignoring me
until forever
because his girlfriend hates me probably
and i wish he would move to alaska
so i could forget about him
and julias grounded
which sucks too
and the only thing i got was a digital camera
im in a bad mood
someone save me
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evan is my everything
just being around him makes me so happy
id give anything to be with him
he has a girlfriend
everytime the word "kallee" rolls off his tongue, i feel like hes stabbing me
i feel like no one could ever love him like i do
and evan schlicht is my first love.
i know it.
i cant stop thinking about him
i cant stop loving him
i need him
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| things i've learned this year.
1. home plate is not cemented to the ground
2. parents are not allowed behind the backstop
3. for slap defense the centerfielder moves to the dirt
4. even if only some people have to run, it's important to run as a team
5. tables are not sturdy
6. when you slide your hands are not suppose to touch the ground...figure 4
7. "do or die style"
8. when batting, don't just hope to hit the pitch...recognize it and see the ball
9. suprise bunt...back foot comes back
10. a good drill to keep me from dropping my hands is to use the double tee
11.
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| lately i've been thinking about who i want to be
it's a phase that we all go through in high school
there's so many choices out there that you start to wonder which one you want
saying no to alcohol and drugs isnt that hard
its easy say no...because i dont want to... and walk away
i've always been a strong person
but the hard part is when you start to wonder why not
one drink wouldn't have been bad...you only have one life...why not experience life.
that's what gets me.
don't get me wrong i don't do alcohol/ drugs...i'll never do drugs.
it's just dumb in my opinion.
but really who am i?
what's important to me?
what do i need to do to be happy?
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| i have always been a strong, independent, go-getter
but i have many insecurities which causes me to need attention.
so i annoy people until i get the attention i need
and that's the way i am. i like the way i am
lately, i have no idea what i want
who i want to be with, what i need etc.
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